Thursday, January 13, 2011
So I feel like a total emotional girl right now. Why? Because I have this uncontrollable urge to compare myself to others. Most of my friends are more educated than me and I keep thinking I should go back to school. What are my motives for this thought? I mean, right now, my priority is and should be my son, Jasper. This is a time that I am never going to get back, he is so small and will only be this small for a short amount of time. Going back to school can wait. If it is God's plan for me to do so, then it will feel right at the right time.
I had a wonderful talk with some of my church family last night and they pretty much encouraged me to embrace my role as a mother and really enjoy this time that I have with Jasper.
I have faith that God will continue to lead and guide me in the right direction.
I need to stop comparing myself to others and just be secure.
This is easier said than done.